No homo, caught the softee saturday night wit this bitch that I kinda like smh. Worst part is, she knows this duecey joint I smashed a lil while ago. I must be numero uno on her wack nigga list smh. No more got damn naomi. I think it might be a wrap, Ima regroup and strategize.
After I caught the softee I went into panick mode and figured I needed a good excuse.I confessed a whole lot of shit that I have prolly typed here before,all kinds of backpage shit I didnt have to tell her. Thing is,prior to this night I thought I was in the friendzone. Now I think I’m in the get this nigga the fuck away from me zone.
My bad y’all I be tripping.I been single since high school and will be 30nextyear .and sometimes not having that female companionship fucks with me.so much shit I missed out on.and now I be thinking letx say I do get in a relationship and actually really like the girl,I’m not gon know how to act.Nigga self esteem been impacted by this shit.I have no clue what it feels like to be in a relationship cuz I’m so used to being dolo.yo my aunt be asking me if i’m gay cuz she never seen me wit a girl
I will never forget the day I walked. over by the internal sales desk, where a conversation with all whites was taking place.As soon as I walked over one of the kizzetes asks ‘does anyone know how to dougie”?I knew who that question was meant for, and of course all of her colleagues didnt know wtf she was talking about, but I pretended I didnt hear her say it.So after i IGNORE THAT FIRST ONE, SHE REPEATS, SOMEBODY HERE KNOWS HOW TOO.tHIS IS THE SAME BITCH THAT CANT SAY HELLO, BuT NEVER FORGETS TO SAY YO, OR WHADDUP DOGG?THAT WHADDUP DOGG SHIT IS GON GET ONE OF THESE KIZZAS VIOLATED.I’m still thinking of a way to politely ask her so stop niggering me.
Hi my name is Brandon and I work at my job
I make forty-some dollars a day
I used to be the man in my hometown
Until I started to lose my way
It all goes back to when I dropped outta school
Having fun, I was living the life
But now I got a problem with that little white rock
See I can put down the pipe
And it’s breaking me down, watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down, is anybody out there?
It is breaking me down, no more friend around
And my dreams fall down, is anybody out there?
Sent to bsinatra@gmail
9:05am Oct 5th
Subject: real talk
Listen I don’t understand what your issue is with me and I take it that you genuinely dislike me. But I’m going to take the higher road. It is unchristian like for me to continue to expose your pathetic failure of a life, each and everyday especially when im in position to help another. I used to work with inner city children and am actually working on a program to help the community empower itself.
I thought of some options for you. I know it must be hard living in that one bedroom shithole of an apartment especially without cable and barely making rent. 40k in NYC is below poverty trust I used to live there.
I took the liberty of calling that GED program for you. I spoke to Adella Lopez Feel free to call as i have already pre registered you, she is awaiting your call she sd you need to register by Dec 1st for the Jan class. She can be reached at(718) 289-5353 advised me that they have a plethora of classes that can prepare you to pass the test. The cost is actually free. I believe the test is approx $200 or so Which I will cover for you. The location isn’t too far from your project tenement hopefully you will attend.
Also I have begun to research some NYC assistance programs. Given your economic predicament you will surely be able to qualify for section 8, temporary cash assistance, they even have a program that will discount your metro fees.
Another option would be jail. I mean seriously you get 3 free meals per day and don’t have to pay rent. That’s gotta be better than how your livin, most jails have GED programs as well.
I hope I have provided you some options to turn you failure of a life around Brandon. Your life is in shambles man n you strugglin. For real man squash the beef, get your life in order, give back to the community.
I’ll be honest thou
As a New York nigga I’m kinda intrigued by Cali.
Any place where you can go to the beach And go skiing in the same day
How come you la niggas don’t live that lifestyle?
Go fuck some Hollywood bitches
Then go get high in the ski lodge..
Cali niggas got no style.
New York niggas would RAPE California
And California would like it
I never understood why these gang banging niggas don’t be extorting
Hollywood producers ,juicing studios , kidnapping actors or selling drugs to
All the junkies out there? What the fuck?
How come its no gangsters like supreme and jimmy henchmen out there?
Raps shouldn’t do that deal though…with Gay [ll] and Boozer on the squad they couldn’t even think about signing any close to max free agents in the next couple years. Plus, Chicago is trying to sell high on Boozer while he’s playing well this year. He’s been a dissapointment…they’ve been dying to dish him for a while. Bargnani is a bitch though who doesn’t play any D, Tom Thibedeau would probably end up fighting him.
Damn…and Derozen will be a restricted free agent after the season, he’ll need a raise.
It’s tough, it’d make the Raptors for sure better but they’d be stuck with their squad and maybe even lose Derozen if they pick up Boozer. At best, they’d be a 5-8 seed for the next couple years.
First, the Raps extended Derozen for 38mill over 4 years last year.
Second, being the 5th seed for the next four years is a major improvement for the raps. If your team doesn’t have durant, chris paul, lebron or a similar player why give a fuck? As long the rap win home games and sell out their arena i doubt the GM gives a fuck about paying boozer and gay 35mill+