The pops ain’t have to do the lil homie like that. I just can’t get over this. My aunt did this to me in middle school several times. It was the worse feeling ever. She did it in front of everyone and was happy with it. That shit didn’t work at all. I still got suspended, I got into a bunch of fights throughout my teenage life, started smoking weed at 13, I got held back in highschool from skipping class, auntie never saw my highschool report cards. At the end I dropped out of school. I Got my GED, but now in struggling and can’t find a good job. I don’t know anyone who had this kind of parent and who’s successful in life. Whoopings, excessive yelling or embarrassment only makes a child become more aggressive and rebellious. Children who act out must be missing something at home. I was.
Ill one up you, because not only do I understand the suffering and affect of crack cocaine, but I experienced it first hand with my mother being an addict and ultimately meeting her demise as a result of it. However, if Im going to be completely honest, as much as I love and miss her, ultimately she is to blame not the drug dealer. She is the one who CHOSE to use and continue to use drugs despite the affect it was having on our family. Nobody made her, nobody put a gun to her head and forced her to by crack; just like nobody made the hundreds of thousands of people who have been affected and died from the drug. WEAK MINDEDNESS is what it ultimately surmounts to.